Here we go....again

well...I woke up on Sunday morning about 4 am...been up since then...i hate this!...If i dont take the sleeping meds...i dont sleep. I cant see me living on pills all the time...then when I do take them...im dopey the next day...lets seeee...its been about 53 hours so far and Im no where near winding down. Thank God I dont feel the need to eat while Im up!. Still no smokes or diet coke...yippie. The bags under my eyes have bags. I do get alot done during this time but geeesh!...will have to talk to the Doc...when I see him. we gotta get a handle on it...



ok...im done....for now
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